Just who do I think I am…

There are so many thoughts going through my head. So, who am I? Sometimes, I even struggle with this. But what I am not is this “asshole” that I feel like I have been labeled as. I don’t know where or when this originated, but perhaps I play off of it too much that somehow it’s grown legs and has almost become fact. When in reality, it’s fiction.

So, as I sit here on my couch writing this on my laptop and watching a movie on the television screen thinking about who it is that I am. I am a very quiet and humble guy. I feel like I am a funny person. Someone that is fun to be around. I love to laugh and enjoy life; however, I am sort of an introvert. I am much more hard on myself than anybody else is on me and than I am on other people. I am quite sarcastic and sometimes I do rub people the wrong way.

I truly believe “to know me is to love me.” But how many people truly know me? Very few. You know who you are.

If you ever want to get inside my head, read my poetry. There is one way I can get my inner most thoughts and feelings out. I offered these to everybody to download and I only got one response… I am much better at writing my feelings down than talking about them. I have always been better at written communication than oral communication. Hence, the writing of this mini-biography. (if you want to read it, let me know and I’ll tell you how to get every poem I have ever written.)

And to know what I am truly like, “veg out” at my house or any of my friend’s houses with me or when I am hanging out with my family. I can’t hide who I am from them or anybody who is around. Most of the time, I prefer to “veg out” than go out… I am more comfortable at home than I am out. Not that i don’t like going out… sometimes I am just not comfortable in large crowds…

If there is anything you want to know about me, just ask. I really don’t have anything to hide and I am not afraid to talk about my feelings. You can mail me on MySpace or IM me on Yahoo! IM or MSN or even AIM. (I am on ICQ but don’t give that ID out, anymore.) Or for those who are adventurous, call me. Of course, you’ll have to ask for my IM id’s or my phone number (if you don’t already have it). I am pretty much an open book…just have to open up that pages and read.

I love my family and I love my friends. I know the love for my family is mutual. I just hope that the love I have for my friends is mutual.