{"id":166,"date":"2008-07-16T13:04:15","date_gmt":"2008-07-16T17:04:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/?p=166"},"modified":"2008-07-16T13:04:15","modified_gmt":"2008-07-16T17:04:15","slug":"alone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/?p=166","title":{"rendered":"Alone"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I feel so alone despite everything and everyone around me.\u00a0 I have a great girlfriend and some awesome close friends, but despite that, I just feel alone.\u00a0 I don&#8217;t know why I feel this way.<\/p>\n<p>I feel like everybody is so distant from me.\u00a0 Is them or is it me?\u00a0 Have I become distant?\u00a0 Have I pushed them away?\u00a0 I hate the way I feel.\u00a0 It&#8217;s a feeling that I never want to feel.\u00a0 I don&#8217;t want to feel distant.\u00a0 I don&#8217;t want to push my friends away.\u00a0 If only I knew why things feel this way.<\/p>\n<p>Hopefully, it&#8217;s just a phase.\u00a0 And the sooner it&#8217;s over, the better&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Nobody likes to feel alone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I feel so alone despite everything and everyone around me.\u00a0 I have a great girlfriend and some awesome close friends, but despite that, I just feel alone.\u00a0 I don&#8217;t know why I feel this way. I feel like everybody is &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/?p=166\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-166","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/166","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=166"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/166\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=166"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=166"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=166"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}