{"id":61,"date":"2007-07-01T18:54:18","date_gmt":"2007-07-01T23:54:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/?p=61"},"modified":"2007-07-01T19:01:02","modified_gmt":"2007-07-02T00:01:02","slug":"just-who-do-i-think-i-am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/?p=61","title":{"rendered":"Just who do I think I am&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There are so many thoughts going through my head.  So, who am I?  Sometimes, I even struggle with this.   But what I am <strong>not<\/strong> is this &#8220;asshole&#8221; that I feel like I have been labeled as.  I don&#8217;t know where or when this originated, but perhaps I play off of it too much that somehow it&#8217;s grown legs and has almost become fact.  When in reality, it&#8217;s fiction.<\/p>\n<p>So, as I sit here on my couch writing this on my laptop and watching a movie on the television screen thinking about who it is that I am.  I am a very quiet and humble guy.  I feel like I am a funny person.  Someone that is fun to be around.  I love to laugh and enjoy life; however, I am sort of an introvert.  I am much more hard on myself than anybody else is on me and than I am on other people.  I am quite sarcastic and sometimes I do rub people the wrong way.<\/p>\n<p>I truly believe &#8220;to know me is to love me.&#8221;  But how many people truly know me?  Very few.  You know who you are.<\/p>\n<p>If you ever want to get inside my head, read my poetry.  There is one way I can get my inner most thoughts and feelings out.  I offered these to everybody to download and I only got one response&#8230;  I am much better at writing my feelings down than talking about them.  I have always been better at written communication than oral communication.  Hence, the writing of this mini-biography.  (if you want to read it, let me know and I&#8217;ll tell you how to get every poem I have ever written.)<\/p>\n<p>And to know what I am truly like, &#8220;veg out&#8221; at my house or any of my friend&#8217;s houses with me or when I am hanging out with my family.  I can&#8217;t hide who I am from them or anybody who is around.  Most of the time, I prefer to &#8220;veg out&#8221; than go out&#8230; I am more comfortable at home than I am out.  Not that i don&#8217;t like going out&#8230; sometimes I am just not comfortable in large crowds&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>If there is anything you want to know about me, just ask.  I really don&#8217;t have anything to hide and I am not afraid to talk about my feelings.   You can mail me on MySpace or IM me on Yahoo! IM or MSN or even AIM.  (I am on ICQ but don&#8217;t give that ID out, anymore.)   Or for those who are adventurous, call me.  Of course, you&#8217;ll have to ask for my IM id&#8217;s or my phone number (if you don&#8217;t already have it).  I am pretty much an open book&#8230;just have to open up that pages and read.<\/p>\n<p>I love my family and I love my friends.  I know the love for my family is mutual.  I just hope that the love I have for my friends is mutual.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There are so many thoughts going through my head. So, who am I? Sometimes, I even struggle with this. But what I am not is this &#8220;asshole&#8221; that I feel like I have been labeled as. I don&#8217;t know where &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/?p=61\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-61","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=61"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=61"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=61"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/mmolenda.com\/oldblog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=61"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}